The way I see it

Yesterday evening me and Sachin went for a music concert by Zakir Hussain, Bela Fleck and Edgar Meyer. It was such a memorable evening. Apart from the music, meeting the 3 musicians was such a previlige. I was very excited to meet Zakir Hussain. I have respected and adored him and his music since I was a kid. He was amazingly modest. A person of his calibre says to me that I am kind enough to love and appreciate his music!! When he first came on stage he touched the stage with his hands and then to his forehead and heart, the normal Indian custom of showing respect to the stage. After the show was over he bid a good bye to the audience with a namaskar. How lovely are the customs of India. If you can really understand the meaning of these customs, they can make you so humble. Everything about India pricks me these days. My current feelings for my country remind me of something I read in a book (Ghost of Che) that Indians residing outside of India develop a love affair with India. That i...

Everyday is a struggle against our own nature(internal) and the external. We struggle with the external nature with the help of our ideas and technology which reduces the effect of nature's strokes against us(mankind). And then there is the internal nature.....my likes, dislikes, thoughts and actions. I struggle everyday to focus my energies on my goals...immediate and ultimate goals. However strong the feeling of accomplishment there is in the mind, my actions go astray and intertia takes over unknowingly. Everyday I have to remind myself of what it is that I want and whether my actions follow my thoughts. There has to be a constant thought in our minds to remind ourselves of our goals. This is the constant struggle I am talking about. We cannot lose heart or hope if we drift away from our paths for a day, a week or several years. As long as we keep alive that thought in our minds which will constantly remind us of our goals, we will get back on track sooner or later. Life is inde...

My friend Kathleen said a wonderful thing in one of our recent discussions. She was talking about the "evolution of consciousness". The real meaning behind our evolution is the development of our consciousness. And this keeps evolving for all of us until it ultimately merges into the universal consciousness. That is the most wonderful defnition of evolution I ever heard! It is not necessarily about the evolution of mankind from using stone tools to computers but how much are we unfolding the universal Truth within our minds. And everyone of us is at a different stage in this evolution. The earthworm is at a different level than what I am and further the sage is at a much higher level than me. My friend Kalyani always says that everybody's starting point is different as far as their spiritual endeavours go. And this difference I think is because we all are at different stages in this process of evolution. And it encompasses several generations or if I may say several lifet...

I was wondering about destiny. Is everything already planned out by Him and we are the mere instruments? Why does evil exist then? But how do we define evil? What might be evil for us might be a very good thing for someone else. These are just dualities and have no absolute existence. May be we do not have to worry too much about them. All we can do is play our part to the best of our abilities, keeping in mind that we are just the instruments and He is the doer. As Lord Krishna says to Arjuna: Therefore arise for battle, O Arjuna. You will gain fame by conquering the enemy and enjoy a flourishing kingdom. All these warriors have been slain already by Me due to a previous design. You are merely an instrument (nimitta-matra). [11.34] The path we choose in fulfiling our duties then becomes our karma.

Life is tuff, with so much of stuff. I am always stressed to make the right choice, everyone's advice is not my type. I try, try and try listening to my loved ones, yet there is no solace in my little world. Then why should I listen, why should I obey when nothing makes it to the foray. My confidence is weak, my dreams shattered, no one knows my heart is broken. He said, Oh my beloved! Life is wonderful and it is fair I love you my dear, and will take care of you Just open your heart and listen to my voice You will know its your own little voice listen to it, listen to it my dear Follow my path and believe in thy strength Oh Lord, everything unto thee You are the only thing that is mine, you are my final destination.

I am serious, I really do love cliches. And I realized that only recently...or you can say I started loving them only recently. Life kind of runs in circles they say, so did mine. Like most of us, I grew up listening to all the cliches like honesty, sacrifice, goodness, selflessness, etc. In every school, every household and in almost all those old hindi movies in India....these ideas are resounding. You will find them everywhere. But may be an overdose of anything kills it, so did these ideas reach their saturation points for me. I grew up with these values and in my late teens I kind of got irritated with them. They no longer made too much sense. I live for myself and to fulfil my dreams....I thought. It was "me" everywhere. Every step that I took was for pleasing this "I". And on a second thought, may be this building up of "I" is important till a certain point in our lives. But as I grew out of my college days, out of those career minded days, I felt d...

I came across an intersting book during my recent trip to Santa Barbara. It was about the history of world's different board games. While I was browsing through the book, I came across my favorite game as a kid....Snakes and Ladders! I found its history intersting and hence presenting it here for you all. The game was originated in India. The original name of the game was "Moksha Patum". The game is about the concepts of Hinduism like karma and reincarnation. The snakes represent our sins and the ladders represent our good deeds. The number "100" on the board represents moksha or salvation. All of us have to achieve salvation(square 100) and our good and unselfish deeds (ladders) help us in it while our sins(snakes) drag us down and we have to reincarnate to reach that final goal. Initially the game was played on a circular board but the Britishers most probably changed it into a square board and gave it the name snakes and ladders! It would have been intersting...